two days to go

Oh I am so nervous right now!  I kind of want a time machine... but kind of not.  A time machine could take me to Friday so I would know if I am pregnant... but the time machine could also crush my dreams.  Ignorance is truly bliss right now. 

I have been so so good today.  No desperate google searches.  No mini (or honestly major) panic attacks.  And lastly no big bouts of doubt.  I feel pretty fabulous physically and I refuse to try to read into any other symptoms that I may or may not be exhibiting. 

Tomorrow should be my one hundredth post, but since Friday is going to be such a major day (um one birthday plus one beta test definitely qualifies as major in my books) I am choosing to avoid the computer completely tomorrow and save the milestone post for Friday.  I might kick myself later for this but let us hope that is not the case.

So until Friday.... wish me luck!

Make a Wish by Raceytay (who happens to live in Ottawa!!) via etsy

Comments

  1. I saw on LCFA that Friday is also your birthday! Best wishes and sending lots of prayers for your beta :D I'm very excited for you, I really hope it comes through.

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  2. Wishing you luck and a very happy birthday!

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  3. Good Luck!!! Really waiting for Friday's 100th post + Great Beta Report + Happy Birthday!!!

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  4. Bestest of luck for staying sane and off the computer tomorrow and for the big day Friday!

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  5. So much luck, positive vibes, and hope being sent your way!!! Will be thinking of you, wishing you a wonderfully Happy Birthday with a fantastic beta level on Friday!

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  6. Can't wait to hear how it goes! Happy Birthday and good luck!

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  7. Great, idea that has to be positive karma! I just know it is going to be great news. I am thinking twins!

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  8. I'm hoping for the best news to come your way on Friday. I hold much hope for it. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow as you wait your final 24hrs before your beta.

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  9. Thinking of you!!!! Lots of luck, hugs, and positivity!!

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  10. In less than two hours, your beta will be tomorrow! You are almost there! Good idea to avoid the computer until then. That will help you think about it less.

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  11. Hoping for a post worthy of being the 100th :)

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  12. Luck Luck Luck. Thinking of you and looking forward to a wonderful update on Friday!

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  13. good luck tomorrow! can't wait to hear your good news!

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  14. Wishing you TONS of luck, Ashley!! :)

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