four months old

dear alice and isla,

a year ago today they put you in my tummy.  afterwards I went to acupuncture.  afterwards I went home and wondered and worried and stressed and tried to relax and hoped, really, really hoped that you would decide to stay for good.

and you did.

and here you are, four months old …

how do you do it all?

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